Mercy
Well, this afternoon, I went to my old RE’s office. Not for the typical wanding experience but to pick up some blood results for my new RE. I saw a lot of old faces and some new faces but despite the familiarity of it all, it didn’t feel like home. I am really happy to be out of there. To be honest with you, I almost had a panic attack walking to his office from the subway. As I was walking there, I just keep thinking about this past year’s painful memories, especially my recent failed IVF Cycle. I did a lot of self talk and kept putting one foot in front of the other and then, suddenly, it was over. I picked up with the lab results and scooted out of there in a quickly.
Tomorrow at 7:30 A.M, I have an appointment for an 11-day ultrasound at my new RE for this final ‘natural’ IUI. I’m leaving my house at 6:30 tomorrow morning.I’m nervous, relieved and bored with this journey all at the same time.
As always, I’ll keep you posted. xo
