Mercy
Well, this afternoon, I went to my old RE’s office. Not for the typical wanding experience but to pick up some blood results for my new RE. I saw a lot of old faces and some new faces but despite the familiarity of it all, it didn’t feel like home. I am really happy to be out of there. To be honest with you, I almost had a panic attack walking to his office from the subway. As I was walking there, I just keep thinking about this past year’s painful memories, especially my recent failed IVF Cycle. I did a lot of self talk and kept putting one foot in front of the other and then, suddenly, it was over. I picked up with the lab results and scooted out of there in a quickly.
Tomorrow at 7:30 A.M, I have an appointment for an 11-day ultrasound at my new RE for this final ‘natural’ IUI. I’m leaving my house at 6:30 tomorrow morning.I’m nervous, relieved and bored with this journey all at the same time.
As always, I’ll keep you posted. xo
I’m glad you are out of there too. Good luck!
1Wishing you all the best for this cycle.
2Glad you made a clean getaway from the old clinic. I hope the ultrasound goes well and that your natural cycle is a success.
3that was just confirmation that the old re office wasnt the place you were supposed to be. i wish you all the luck with this dr.
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